December 2009
i'm sorry
that i always upset and dissappoint you. i wish i could be a better daughter to you.
thanks for making me stronger.
HOLY SHIT GUYS, WE'RE ON THE WASHINGTON NEWS. →
thisisheartbreak:theaaronis:pathill:(via wakethedevil)
it's whatever.
i don’t need you, i’m fine without you, i’m over you. i’m sick of you and all of your drama. perhaps we can be friends if you keep the drama down. but i’m sick of you playing games with me. i will not cry over you anymore.
and the worst part is, before it gets any better,...
i wanna know what it’d be like
to find perfection in my pride.
i can't reach out, and i won't reach out.
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Cross off the things you've done in your life.
gimmetherapy:sweetchildren:youmaybeoffended:flabbergasting:
Graduated High School. Kissed someone. Smoked cigarettes. Got so drunk you passed out. Rode every ride at an amusement park. Collected something really stupid. Gone to a rock concert. Helped someone. Gone fishing. Watched four movies in one night. Gone long periods of time with out sleep. Lied to someone. Been dumped. Snorted cocaine....
take a breath, i'm alive.
“just don’t cancel the plans, be the perfect date, then never answer his...”
– adrian. LMFAOOOO.
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khallelalaine:imyourwonderwall:cindyxlove:
Sure there are other girls prettier than me. Sure there are other girls that have bigger boobs and and a bigger ass than me. But is that the only thing that matters to you? I really hope not. Even though she may have all of that, I have a heart. A heart that can give you a whole lot of love. Other girls can give you the attention you want, but I can...
i don't understand
how someone can be so insincere. how someone can spit out so many lies. how someone can just trick an undeserving girl into such awful feelings. how can you possibly say things like that and not mean a word of it. i’m sick of your games. i’m so tired of guys just running game and playing around. it just upsets me so much. i don’t understand how he can do this, or why. i thought...
oh shit,
where’s my fallback? gotta get back on track.
i have the best friends ever.
my best friends have made the past 2 days amazing. i haven’t laughed as hard as i’ve laughed these past 2 days in a really long time. i’ve lauged to the point of tears so many times this week. we are just so rediculous and stupid, i can’t help but laugh this much. hopefully, tomorrow will be just as good.
goals for 2010:
be happy.
improve wardrobe.
stay in shape.
kick ass this track season.
get focussed.
get organized.
eat healthier.
be happy.
more art.
be more independent.
get more sleep.
be happy.
perfection.
i know it’s not attainable, but i wish i could be closer to it. i wish i had hair that behaved all the time and skin that wasn’t so broken out. i wish i had a nice smile, that i would have had braces when i was younger. i wish my arms werent so rediculously skinny, i wish i couldn’t count my ribs so easily. i wish i wasn’t so awkward, i wish i had a clue what i was doing. i...
lately i've been slacking
on my appearance. i wear less makeup, i do my hair less often, i just throw on a hoodie and jeans. this needs to stop. i need to overhaul my look. this is not good. neglecting my appearance is not like me. i think maybe it’s a part of this slump i’m still climbing out of.
Things Guidos are good at:
blindedbycitylights:
metalxmasbuttfuckingforyou:
fist pump
steriods
handjobs
punching
tanning
i don't know what i want.
and sometimes what i want isn’t always what some may think is good for me.
i’m not getting my hopes up.
unfollow spree.
oyoungsailor:
should of either A, introduced yourselves or B, been less annoying.
i know i introduced myself, but hopefully im not annoyingg.
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so i looked at my facebook inbox,
and i never really delete any of my messages, and i realized my inbox is like a collection of random tools from my school trying to get at me. -.- why can’t i attract guys who arent complete douchebags that maybe i like?
-yes i know, not every guy that i attract is a complete toolbag, but you can’t make yourself like someone. shit, i sound like SUCH a complainer/self-centered bitch,...
so today i finally got around to picking up...
and i love it. it’s been on repeat all day. my favorite song on it is “misguided ghosts.”
‘cause i’m one of those ghosts;
traveling endlessly.
don’t need no road,
in fact, they follow me
and we just go in circles.
“Does he always use pet names like “Baby” and...”
– John Tucker Must Die.
You were given this life because you were strong...
papercranes:writ-in-water: (via gatekeeper)
how are you?
so what can i really say about how i’m doing? i honestly don’t know. i mean obviously, i’ll say “i’m fine”, “i’m doing well” , etc. but i mean when i ask myself this question, i don’t really know. i’m doing better, but i’m not fine, but i’m not doing bad either. i’m getting by. i’m single, i’m not...
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2009.
Bold all the things you’ve done in 2009
1. Dyed your hair an odd color. 2. Went skinny dipping. 3. Bought something you didn’t need. 4. Snuck out of your house. 5. Became obsessed with a song no one knew. 6. Learned a song on your phone with your keypad. 7. Knitted something. 8. Ran a mile. 9. Fell in love. 10. Said, “like yeahh” too many times. 11. Lost your closets friends. 12. Got into a...
well now i'm told that this is life and pain is...
so i listened to clips from Ke$ha's album,
and it’s pretty awful. when she acctually sings instead of talk, well, it’s a trainwreck.
except “dinosaur” - because it’s funny, it’s not good, but it’s funny.
k and “boots and boys”, because both boots and boys bring me joy. but again, it’s not exactly a good song.