niña del verano;

Had a wonderful past four days with my boyfriend! Saturday my parents and I drove down to Brad’s hometown for his graduation party and I met some more of his family and family friends. Also, my parents met his! My parents left that night and I stayed there until monday. It was nice to be out there in the country, it’s so quiet and peaceful, and it was nice to spend time with Brad and his family. We went out on the lake on his brother’s boat and relaxed all weekend. Brad drove up here to Chicago to drop me off then go back to school, but ended up just staying over for the night. It was nice to have him here in Chicago, even though it was only for a night. I took him to Foster beach last night and we sat wrapped in a blanket by the lake. It was pretty cute if you ask me. These past four days with him were wonderful and I didn’t want them to end. I felt like the whole time I just couldn’t stop smiling. <3

I may be little, but I don’t give a fuck. If you come at me or anyone I care about, I’m gonna come right back at you. I’m not a toy, don’t mess around with me. Treat me with respect or don’t interact with me at all.

He leaves for conference tomorrow and I go home Friday, so we had to say our goodbyes this evening. I know I’ll be seeing him at his graduation party in like a week, and we’ll visit eachother over summer, and he’ll still be at SIU in the fall, but this summer is gonna be so long without being able to see him as much as I’ve gotten used to. At school I can see him whenever I want pretty much. I spend so much time with him, while now when he’s at home and I am, he’s three and a half hours away and when he comes back to Carbondale over the summer he’ll be six hours away. :(

Spent the day with Brad, my lovely boyfriend, watching House, cuddling, and napping. That was most of my day. I wish we could have just done that all day, but unfortunately there was shit that had to be done. Like homework and meetings. :( I’m gonna miss doing this over the summer SO much.

Apply:

Mariano’s

Dick’s

Ulta

Best Buy

Chicago Park District

Target

Got a call back from Mariano’s, too bad they’d want me to start now and I’m kind of, you know, 6 hours away from there until next month, soo…they wished me luck on my job search. :(

So far, rough start.

As much as I love being home and seeing my parents, the rest of my family, and my friends, I’m kind of ready to go back by the end of all my breaks.  A lot of it has to do with my school routine that I’ve grown accustomed to and really like, and when I go home, that routine makes a 360.  When I’m home, my days are so random and not routine.  Also, being able to come and go and do as I please without checking in with my parents is fabulous. And of course I have my lovely boyfriend in Carbondale, don’t tell him I said this, but I miss him. shhhh ;)

Anywho, I’m going to go to sleep in my ultra comfy normal sized bed.  I have no idea how I had problems sleeping in this bed pre-college, cause I sleep like a baby in this bed whenever I come home.

I applied for some jobs for the summer and I really need one of them to call me back so I can work this summer.  There are numerous reasons why I need one:

• Money for tuition/books
• Money for rent/utilities next year
• Spending money (I hate asking my parents for money)
• Job experience
• GET ME OUT OF THE HOUSE AND KEEP ME BUSY

That’s a new record for me! Yup, my past relationships were a complete joke, and for the first time, this one is not!

I wish I didn’t feel so bad.

I got to thinking about funny memories of Britt. Like the time when those foreign guys tried to lure us with “SMOKING AND DRINKING” and Britt started to fake gag, then they treated us and walked away. Or when we were going to the mall and Dom made Britt show me the nails she did on her own, ahaha the bootleg cheetah print. Or the peeing next to that house. Or when we would have our stalker discussions, because we both knew we’re the biggest creeps in the world. I remember us giving names to people we didn’t know. Whenever Domo and I have dinner I think about when me, Britt, Dom, Domo, and Bianka would have dinner and I miss that so bad. Miss you.

For the past few weeks I’ve been generally tired.  I get pretty much enough sleep and even take naps, yet I still feel like I could sleep more.  Lately, I’ve been struggling with staying awake and class and while doing homework, and I’ve been struggling through and falling behind on all my runs and workouts.  It’s really becoming too much.  I’ve generally lacking physical and mental motivation lately.  I get tired walking and biking places, which was never a problem before.  I don’t feel motivated to wake up early, dress up nice, or even do anything on the weekends (I don’t even mean going out at night, just generally doing anything on a friday or saturday night).  It could be because my iron/fer levels are low, so hopefully these iron supplements I just started taking work for me, because I’m getting really frustrated.

EXAMENES DE VERBOS Y VOCABULARIO, PORQUEEEEEE

It’s quite funny. :)